sin x...cos x...mx+c...

如果没有你...

2009-07-16T16:58:00.002+08:00

昨天终于考完试，这意味着我们上课的日子已结束了。这两个学期发生了很多前所未有的,总是要有心理准备接受一些unexpected的事情，这次可说是读书读到有汗又有泪。虽然我在这里可算是少数民族，其他友族同学所给于的对待以及照顾令我在进大学前的assumption有了巨大的改变。至少他们并没有排斥我们，至少在一起进行活动时，他们还有顾虑到我，至少当我翘课，没有去运动练习时，还有人帮我代签出席表，至少当我获知practical时我即将住在宿舍，我宁愿和他们一起share房也不愿与其他外国留学生共住。You can say I am stereotype. In fact, I am!!! 而对于我们这仅有的八个同样品种的,你们的存在也是绝对的重要。尤其是和我same channel的你，至少在我还未把话说完，你就get到我的message。至少当我在唱“如果没有你..." 你总是会接下去“日子怎么过...”还有另一个一起陪我吃饭，上课，做功课，哈哈大笑，生病时载我去看医生的你，在实习时要坚强噢！！！还有另一个常在yahoomail听我诉苦的你...我要谢谢你们，thanks for everything especially those who lighten up my days. I know I am grumpy, thanks a lot for listening. Hopefully during practical, we still have time or manage to gather together and gossip around. Hahaha...of course gossiping while doing our action research. No matter how far we are, there is something that keeping us together. FACEBOOK!!! So please update your facebook regularly.

Ms Jalan Reko

2009-07-10T14:05:00.003+08:00

Well, we are having our final exam on next Monday but everyone seems not having the mood to study. We did get to know the school where we will be sent for our practical. Though I am the only Chinese to the school I am going to but it is nearby my uni. At least I need not to worry regarding accomodation but deep in my heart I am still worrying. Beh tahan myself who is always thinking a lot. What to think??? I dont know....I just like to think about anything and everything. Its very tiring. To all my DPLI coursemates, we will make it...after going through all this, nothing can stop us or bring us down. Jia you :)

LupDub…LupDub…LupDub…

2009-06-16T10:35:00.001+08:00

今天一大早起身竟然听到哗啦啦啦的声音，心情突然变好了起来，多么想念的雨声。据说炎热的天气会持续至九月，好痛苦哦！！！我的人生最讨厌的两位死对头∶运动和炎热的天气都给我在国大遇上！！！我还要面对它们好一段时间，幸福是不可以勉强的，它们令我不快乐也不幸福…怪不得每次从家里回来宿舍，我都有种想逃的感觉…就像一首老歌的歌词那样∶my heart goes run away…run run run run run away…对，就是那颗心想逃。逃去哪里都好。想逃的一颗心，你可以收留它吗？？？

藕断丝连

2009-05-26T11:22:00.000+08:00

前世我们所欠的债一定要今世还吗？为什么上一世的事情不能在以前就做个了结？对一个人的在乎是否也是前世欠他的？对一个人的思念是否也是前世欠他的？对一个人的种种关怀是否也是前世欠他的？对一个人的着急是否也是前世欠他的？要是如此的话，我希望今世还你的比欠你的更多，这样子，我们才可以生生世世地相欠，可以吗？若可以的话，生生世世要我欠你也是无所谓，这样我才可以永远都在还你，永远永远。。。

好久好久

2009-05-24T20:16:00.003+08:00

其实最近都有在写着另一个部落格，只是那是为了呈交功课而写的部落，感觉与心情当然是不一样了。我是多么多么的不愿意，多么多么地需要勇气，多么多么地不能靠感觉去写上一篇篇的文章，一篇篇所谓的看法。。。从第二学期开始，仿佛在过着行尸走肉的生活，凡事都那么的无所谓，凡事都提不起劲，灵魂不见了。。。不能。。。不能再这样下去，明天一定要振作，这样日子才能过得更快。。。这不是我想要的吗？？？还有大约一千天，很快会过去的。。。很快。。。很快。。。

原来你也在这里！！！

2009-04-04T22:00:00.001+08:00

刚才读书读到就快想吐时，我就在google打上自己的名字, Lim Siew Yee。果然，没太大的发现。然后，我就随手把妹妹的名字也给报上去。尽然给我发现到他有写部落格的习惯耶！里面有好多看起来好好吃的食物。。。那还是她本人亲手下厨的！！！哦。。。身为大姐的我真感到惭愧，二十五年以来，我最常煮的东西竟然是快熟面！！！哎哟，没办法啦，谁叫我有个二十四孝妈咪，从来她就只会把我喂得饱饱。。。即使妈妈不在家，小妹也会包办我的meals！！！也许，有朝一日我被教育局抛到远远教书时，我就只好自己下厨了。。。到时，我就要吃草啰。。。所以，要是你在路边看到一位女生在吃草的话，不用犹豫，那绝对是我！！！

2020宏愿

2009-03-14T08:09:00.001+08:00

那天和小妹聊起与大妹明年旅行的计划，我就顺口邀她一块儿去，谁知，她尽然答我说要筹钱为未来的婚礼做好准备。我当场傻掉！！！这是人说的话吗？？？我真的是不明白。。。才十九岁的小丫头竟然有此念头。。。我该说什么？？？要说她有远见还是胸无大志？？？唉，伤脑筋。。。小妹还说那是她的二零二零宏愿呢！！！把自己嫁出去！！！也许是因为从小妈妈只希望在家排行最小的她平平凡凡地成长吧。。。印象中，真的是想不起大家何时对她有任何的期望。。。或许就因为酱，她对自己人生的期待也是一般的平凡。教育的背景真的是很重要，以后，我要如何教导我儿呢？？？自足常乐？？？平凡无奇？？？力争上游？？？鹤立鸡群？？？呵呵。。。天晓得。。。

不对！！！不对！！！

2009-03-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

终于可以用华文字来写了！！！耶。。。前两个星期为了让讲师阅读我们的部落格，我们需要用一些他明白的言语。这并不是什么坏事，只是有时候很难用英文来解说华语的用词。比方说，“幸福”和“快乐”，在英文都是称为happiness。可是它们是不同的！！！“失落”和“失望”也辩不清。。。它们都是disappointed的合体。可是，它们一样吗？更可悲的是一些词根本就找不到相对的字眼。惆帐要如何explain??? 含蓄又如何elaborate??? 也许是我词穷吧。。。又或许是我的英文和华语都不够“劲”，所以才搞到这个地步。。。哈哈哈

Sweet Dream??? Nightmare???

2009-03-10T15:11:00.003+08:00

Today is the ninth week of my first semester. I will be having my final exam after the 12th week . Nightmare...Oh, can't imagine it...I sat for my last paper for finals roughly a year and a half ago. I still remembered, it was Dr Amir's paper regarding on genetics. Everyone was very tension that day. The subject is quite tough and I believed all of us were burning the midnight oil as we hardly had the time to study during our third year( believe it or not??? haha... ). Oh...I will be undergoing the same process again and I wouldn't be having any study weeks for my Diploma in Education. What will it be??? Tell you later...Hope that I will dream of the final's questions and answer as well for the coming weeks.

Let it be...

2009-03-09T14:10:00.006+08:00

As I am getting older, I realized that the existing of problems is like a never ending story in the cycle of life. When the current problem is solved, there will be coming problems which seek for solutions. Therefore, I need to learn how to take things easy. Saying it out is quite simple but applying it in true circumstances is a tough job indeed.

To my dearest Siew Yee, gambate…you will overcome it when time passes…

Heaven

2009-03-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

Recently, I read a news regarding on a man in Taiwan aged 38 who pretended to rob a motel. He hoped to be caught by the authorities. Well, he was jobless for nearly 6 months, he depends on his saving and family to keep life moving. On last Sunday, he finally crumbled when he only left RM40+ in his pocket. Hence, he decided to be a robber, hoping that police would send him to jail. He committed crime just because he thought that free meals would be provided during the days behind bars which temporarily solve the problems that he is currently facing. It is really sad to read such cases where people are struggling to overcome their financial problems. As for me, I am always looking forward to visit places that I never been, buying stuff regardless knowing the meaning of needing them, walk in restaurants without considering the price…Oh, I am in heaven and I only realized it now…truly hope that tomorrow will be a better day for everyone :)

Huh???

2009-03-07T20:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday when I pressed on the “@” key on my keyboard, it turned out to be a quotation mark. My mind was blank. I was like “Huh??? How come??? What happen???” It was strange to me as I never met such situation before. After that, only I realized that when I pressed on the quotation key, it transformed into “@” instead!!! Strange…weird…Hence, I brought up the matter during class. My coursemates told me that my notebook might undergone some kind of short circuit and it would soon returned to normal. Well, I truly hope so. Keep your fingers crossed. Hope that everything will be as usual soon.

Ave Maria

2009-03-06T07:57:00.000+08:00

Two of my friends are getting married next year. Firstly, I would like to congratulate them. It’s wonderful to hear that. When I told my mom about the news, she urged me to find someone too, she even asked me not to be too fussy. It isn’t difficult to find a boyfriend for the sake of having someone by your side. But what is the point of having someone that you don’t even feel like sharing anything with him? What is the point of having someone just because of having dinners and movies together? I can do that by myself. I am not choosy…is just that I belum ada rezeki kot…I will meet the prince charming of mine someday but before that I will surely spice up my life even though I am alone now. At the end of the day, we will be alone too. No one can stay with us forever. They will leave us sooner or later. Hence, we need to adapt ourselves to be alone. No matter what will it be in the future, hopefully I will live my life and I will:)

Muack Muack Muack

2009-03-05T08:25:00.001+08:00

What is the best way to show our love to someone we really care and love? Some people may think that by saying it out loudly is the greatest way to express the feeling. This is because we really need to get our guts out to say so!!! But girls like to think beyond; sometimes they may ask “How do I know that you really love me?” “How do I know that you are not telling lies?” “You love me? Prove it!” Hence, in my opinion, the best way to show our love is by kissing the one we really appreciate and love. If you haven’t done that to your partner for decades, please give them a big hug and muackkk!!!

!@#$%^&*

2009-03-04T10:00:00.001+08:00

Last time, I was really fed up with the dial-up connection at home. I believe most of you had experienced it!!! It takes hours to load a page. But now I do miss it very much indeed. As technology is well advanced, wifi is getting popular in Malaysia. The residential area that I am staying now does provide the kind of service. Unfortunately, it is unstable. The signal is weak during peak period. Sometimes we can’t even access to the internet. I feel frustrated whenever this happen. It happens often!!! How am I going to complete my assignments? How am I going to check my mails? Downloading songs and uploading photos are missions impossible whenever the signal is weak. Sometimes the site couldn’t even be displayed even though the signal strength is in good condition. At least I still get something throughout the dial up connection. The wireless connection really pissed me off!!!

Bzzzzzzzzz.........

2009-03-03T09:57:00.004+08:00

Today, everyone is busy with their blog in our Science and Technology tutorial class. All of us are busy finding suitable gadgets for our sites. Everyone is adding everyone!!! Hahaha...Though all of us is tied with assignments and tasks but we still enjoy our time together. Sometimes I am in dilemma, I really hope that time can fly through this year...on the other hand, I know I will miss the days in DPLI...the time we laugh and cry together...well, thats life...

PERMATApintar UKM

2009-03-02T17:20:00.007+08:00

Today I was assigned to be one of the usher for the program Permata Pintar. This program aims to search for gifted children from the age of 9 to 15 in Malaysia. Today is the launching of it. Students from selected schools sat for the IQ screening test in UKM while students from all over Malaysia can sit the test too. All they need to do is to log in www.permatapintar.com to sit for the online test. Students who are selected from the first round will go through second and third screening stages. Only 300 students will be selected to undergo a holiday camp in December. They will be exposed to a new learning environment which is quite different from the normal school life. The table above shows the topics which will be learnt by the selected students.

You are my sunshine...

2009-03-01T15:12:00.009+08:00

Yesterday, my friend picked me up at 4.30pm and we went to The Curve. Firstly, I was just window shopping. I haven't receive my allowance yet, so I think I might just look around...Unfortunately, I couldn't resist those fancy stuff!!! There were so many things that I would like to grab...Its hard to describe in words regarding the joy when you buy something you really like...Shopping is the motivation of my life. I think it will shine throughout the rest of my life...I love to stand in front of the mirror, trying the stuff that I bought and turning around and around. I enjoyed it very much. Hahaha... These are the things that I bought yesterday. Everyone should give me a big clap...I did control myself from getting a pair of shoes...Bravo Siew Yee!!!

Assessment---Part 2

2009-02-28T15:29:00.010+08:00

Finally I managed to upload the photos I took during our journey to the Puduraya school that I mentioned on Wednesday. The photo above is the morning scene in Petaling Street. We arrived around 9am. We were heading to the school. Can you see the girl with the green bag? That is Cat, my group member. The one who carried a red bag behind is Wan Heng.

As you can see, Petaling Street is full of flowers.

Our destination---SMJK Confucian

Students are having their PE class.

Wan Heng led the way to the school. We went there through short cuts. Quite scary...

Just imagine...you need to pass through all this every morning just to reach your school.

Since we were in Petaling Street, we surely couldn't miss the food...That's me...in baju kurung..eating at the roadside stall after accomplishing our task...nyam nyam:)

Again and again...

2009-02-27T08:10:00.004+08:00

As usual, today I woke up with an unwilling heart at 8a.m. . As normal. the first thing I did was to brush my teeth. At the moment I locked my door, I realised that I left my keys inside my room. I was panic. My roomate just went out to class. All could I think of was how am I going to attend my class at 9a.m ??? With my pyjamas and tootbrush??? No way...Luckily I met someone who was helpful at that critical moment. I saw my floormate who is also my roomate's coursemate. They go to class together. I rushed to her and finally I met my roomate and got her keys. This is the second time in the week that I forgot to bring my keys out. I really hope that somedays I would just need to open my door by scanning my thumb. We practised that durinng my days when I was pursuing my degree. We need to scan our thumb before getting into our thesis lab. Hopefully this scenario will be normal in Malaysia soon.

Coincidence

2009-02-26T08:05:00.002+08:00

Recently, my coursemate asked me a question which makes me stopped and think. She asked me whether my favourite colour is green. Well, I always thought that my favourite colours are white and black. As I observed back the things I owned, I have a pair of green sandals, a green in colour backpack, green hairclips, two pairs of sport shoes in green, a green in colour handbag, two pairs of baju kurung are in green, green shirts, green skirts…even my blog is in green…Oh my god!!! They are all in green!!! What a coincidence!!! Hmmm…there must be a reason…

Below is some information that I found through the internet regarding people who like the colour of green.

People who like green are outgoing and they're also lazy. They prefer to spend time with people. They like to sit around and drink coffee and talk. They can be very talkative.

Green
The various shades of green are the joyous colours of nature.
Green is the invigorating touch, especially for those suffering from mental fatigue.
Green represents jealousy in its negative aspect, with darker shades tending to be extremely depressing.
While yellow-green stimulates generous feelings, spring green heralds new life. ‘

GREEN (MERCURY): Adaptable to circumstances. Both sentimental and sympathetic. Fond of companionship and inclined to take life easy. If beset by failure they try to wallow in self-sympathy and put the blame on others. EMERALD (Modifying shade of Green): This strong green raises adaptability to the status of adventure. Emerald-lovers make the most of the opportunities coming in their way.OLIVE (Modifying shade of green): A weak colour representing a person who shirks responsibilities and tries to find excuses. Lovers of this hue need lot of cajoling, encouragement and support to goad them into action.

It seems interesting to find out the characteristics of a person who prefer green in colour. Whether it is true or not, I let others decide it. I have no comment.

Early Bird

2009-02-25T12:31:00.007+08:00

Today I woke up at 6.45am. Why??? This is because my group members and I had to meet Madam Shiao regarding our assignment for Assessment in Education. She is teaching in a school at Puduraya and we promised to meet her up around 10am. Thats why I was an early bird today. The journey was fun. I got the opportunity to pass by Petaling Street. Petaling Street...oh...it makes me think of the days when my friends and I rush for tuition classes during our life in form 6. I took quite a number of photo through my cellular phone regarding the morning scene of Petaling Street. Unfortunately, I can't upload them here. I tried using the bluetooth connection but I failed. How come??? Can anyone tell me the reason. Well, I'll try again later...Hopefully everything goes on smoothly.

Assignment in Blogspot

2009-02-24T10:16:00.004+08:00

Today we were assigned to blog for two weeks during our Science and Technology tutorial class. As I had created an account decades ago, I decided to continue using it to accomplish my task. Unfortunately, I forgot my password and my email address. I am just 25 years old but I keep on forgetting things. Sometimes, I really hope that we can choose memories that we want to remember and those we intend to forget. There are things that I precious so much but at the same time I do really hope that I will forget about it. Memories are treasure, memories are burden too.

I hardly remember....

2008-04-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

This is the 1st time I am posting an article here in 2008...Wow...I hardly remember my passwords...the meaningful password that I almost forgot...Well, I am busy since the 1st day of being a temporary teacher...I woke up early in the mornings and coming back in the evenings...sleep at 8+pm/9+pm and wake up early in the morning next day...Lots of things to be done...lots of things to be learnt...lots of things to be understood...I am busy and I am tired...time flies...my life is still a mess...havent really get things organized yet...Sometimes I think of running away...I want to be back to school again but that aint the right thing to do...I need to adapt to the environment...looking back is useless...I think I am going forward slowly...very slowly indeed...sometimes I just stop and refuse to go forward...I am standing there for hours and for days...after that I still go forward maybe with an unwilling heart...siew yee...don't worry...do things step by step...moving slowly is better that turning back...love yourself a little today...love yourself a little bit more tomorrow...don't rush...be patience...

汪汪汪

2007-12-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

“ i totally agreed with you! 如果注定要做一只狗，也要成为名种狗！！ but before i become a dog, can i find a way see whether i can be a human or not ah lim siew yee??? ”

今天到友人的部落格捧场，在这全新的部落格里，我的名字却出现了三次！原来我是那么的重要，哈哈… 以上的一段话是从她那里copied 过来的。Aunty!!! 我说：若在工作上，我们注定是一只狗的话，我们千万不要做菜狗，要嘛… 我们就做西施狗！！！若是注定为了工作做生做死，那也要找一份薪水高一点点的！！！哟… 两句话都记不清楚。

你要做人啊？那就自己当上老板咯… 那么你就可以对下属呼呼喝喝, 不顺眼的话还可以想尽办法折磨他们，嘻嘻…
不过再仔细想想，哪一位老板不需要受顾客的气呢？所以，我们所得到的结论是：我是你的犬，你是他的犬，他是我的犬 ── 犬的轮回。

与其问我在扮狗之前是否能成为人，倒不如说在成功之前，扮演狗的角色是必然的。罗马不是一天就造成的，所以在成功之前，我们就学好汪汪叫吧……

爱我！！！

2007-12-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

" 你真是一位自恋的人！”，友人曾经对我这样说。

我想该不会只是自恋那么简单。我呀总是穿插着形形色色的charateristics......自恋中还有一点点的自傲，自残，自馁......

自恋就是爱自己吧...... 其实我们应该爱自己多一点点，爱了自己才有资格让其他人来爱我们，若自己都不爱自己的话，怎么能期待别人也一样爱我们呢？爱自己多一点点，我们才有能力呵护其他事物，爱惜别人。我是自恋的？我希望我是......

It"s Enough!!!

2007-12-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

Lim Siew Yee...you can't have the whole world...you get something and you lose something as well...You have the courage to treat those that you are concerned well, to tell them out loudly how much you miss them...You are not afraid of voicing out your thoughts...but why? Why you can't make things clear this time...Why are there so many doubts? Try to move forward no matter how tiny the step is...don't try...Siew Yee...is a must not just to try...

醉翁之意不在酒

2007-12-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

犹记尚在小学时期的我挺渴望老师能把我的文章在同学们的面前念出来。当时，我认为那是一种肯定，一种认同。因此，每当我接到任何的作文题目时，我一定尽我所能，做到最好。当时所谓的努力不外乎是把家里所有的作文参考书都搬出来，然后把所有的精髓写进练习簿里。我想集中了所有精华的文章应该是篇好的作文吧…
结果呢？作文都获得八十分以上，可是老师却从来没把我的作文念出来… 这大概是某种遗憾吧…

后来，我终于明白了其中的道理… 那些作文理论上是应该拿A 的，可是却没有被念出来的理由，皆因它们通通都是别人的想法及表达方式，这是否让你想起大学时大家所爱做的三部曲：copy, paste and edit 呢？修改得再好的东西始终活在别人的影子里，不值得欣赏。这是一种坏习惯，大家应该尽量把它改掉。

人会因为鲜花的逝去而感到惋惜，谁会为了失去的假花感到心疼。假花aren’t original. They are pirated flowers!

无言的结局

2007-12-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

在这之前，我当上了两个月半的代课老师，以下是一些令我哭笑不得的对话。也许是自己以前造孽太深，在中学时期与老师们说话时那放肆的态度才会造成今后的无言以对。仔细想想，那也不能完全归罪于我，谁叫老师们宠我，他们该疼我才对！嘻嘻… 好啦，不闹了。请坐好，无言的结局要开始了……

背景：我在班上把命名为《我最敬爱的老师》的文章分发给学生。
我：翰升，老师很肥吗？在作文里，你是这样写的。
学生：林老师，“ 瘦” 的笔画比“ 肥” 多！

背景：2 位6 年级的学生与自己班上的学生在课室外商讨事情。
学生：林老师，外面那戴着眼镜的学长帅吗？
我：帅咩？好象Harry Potter 咯…
学生：老师，他帅嘛… 你要他成为你的boyfriend 吗？
我： Huh? 老师和他相差11 岁咧！
学生：不用紧啦… 现在正在流行姐弟恋！

学生：老师，我没有写中楷。
我：三天的时间都不能把那两页中楷写好吗？
学生：老师，你听我解释，星期五我一放学就补习，晚上才回家。星期六里 family gathering。妈咪他们搓麻将，吵死人！星期日，你懂发生什么事情吗？我又上了genting!
我：是真的吗？
学生：真的，我读书也很stress 啊！

背影：学生们即将在儿童节表演《当老不在课室时》的戏剧。
学生：老师，请问我可以上厕所吗？
我：嗯…Kevin，你为什么不要参加这次的演出呢？
学生：酱幼稚，我才不要！

背景：当我向学生解说完第二次的世界大战后，
学生：老师，你不是很美，可是却很聪明！！！

学生：老师，陈老师是你的爸爸吗？
我：这位同学，你是跟爹地姓还是跟妈咪姓呢？
学生：爹地。
我：那你告诉我，陈老师是我的爹地吗？
学生：哦… 林老师，那位三A 班的级任林老师是你的妈咪咯？

我：我讲了多少次，你们都不听！真的是很牛！
学生：老师，这里有四十头牛，我们都是在牛年出生的。哈哈…

学生：老师，你最疼铭冠，对吗？
我：疼他？老师不是成天骂他吗？
学生：就是咯… 老师最疼铭冠，所谓“ 打就是疼，骂就是爱”！

我：这题数学题很难吗？不是已经解释了吗？
学生：老师，你是大学生，当然容易啦… 我们只是小学生而已。

学生：林老师，你的手提几号？
我： Why?
学生：我要你在我睡觉之前唱歌给我听。

音烙

2007-12-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

上个星期六与蚂蚁在msn 碰上，于是便开了中文之星，想输入中文字。谁知道我在那里找不到“ 开始” 这个词。当时心里绝对是不平衡极了。我在想：“ 开始” 是一个basic phase，哪可能找不到呢？不幸地，我东找西翻还是找不到。唉… 我只好硬着头皮使出最原始的一招，查词典… 哈哈，原来 “开始” 的正确读音是 “kai shi” 而不是 “kai chi”。

今天，类似的事情又发生了。我遇到另一个明白含义却不会发音的词－“棘手”。我还是在词典里混咯！chi, ci, che, 和ce 都没有这个词… 这次连词典都救不了我，怎么办？我唯有发出SOS 讯息。大家，“棘手” 这个词的读音是“ji(2)shou(3)” 噢… 看来我该把这两个词纳入我的《拼音紧记录》了。

没有钱用的人，我们称他们为穷人。找不到恰当的言语来形容某件事情的被称为词穷。那我呢？整天有边读边，无边读上下的，是否该被称为音穷( poor in 汉语拼音 ) 啊？

不治之症

2007-12-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

张震岳的 “思念是一种病”，对于曾经有所挂念的人来说是最贴切的解说。思念就是浑身不舒服，头疼脑热，忐忑不安，心绪不宁，像心脏病，糖尿病，血压高似的，一发不可收拾。

然而我却觉得思念应该是一种癌症，正常的细胞过度的活跃，形成身体的一种负担，甚至是无药可愈。难道这世上有所谓的思念解药吗？Sorry, you can’t even find it in Wikipedia!!!

世人所谓的思念大概是人们怕忘记和被遗忘的心态吧。。。如果彼此的心都有着对方的话，那么相思与挂念又何必呢？

献给天下所有的亲情，友情，爱情，我的情，你的情，他的情：

我不想你，
为什么要想你？
经过
岁月的流逝，
距离的相隔，
蓦然回首，
你我都还在彼此的心房，
所以
干嘛要思念呢？

不安

2007-12-02T02:21:00.000+08:00

“ 你怎么没告诉我？”
“ 我不想你担心而已。”
“ 这是什么话？”
“ 以后若遇到不愉快的，记得告诉我，知道吗？”

不想你担心，五个字却包含着复杂的情绪。
不想你担心，可能是真的不想你担心，让你安心地过活。
不想你担心，或许是因为害怕自己成为你极度不愿意的负担。
不想你担心，皆因自己想让人担心的人不是你。
不想你担心，是因为自己不希望在未来对你有所期待和依赖。
不想你担心，只为了证明有你没有你的日子，生活还是要撑下去。
不想你担心，也许还在犹豫你是否真的是在担心。

又想太多了。。。

Hi, I am Siew Yee

2007-12-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

During my secondary school days, I often had pillow talks with my sister. We would chat for the whole night until my mother came out and ordered us to sleep immediately. Ya...those were the days. I always would start the conversation with “ Do you remember when we were…….bla...bla...bla...” Surprisingly, she is poor in recalling the daily life memories. I need to describe in detail then only she remember a little. So I am the one who need to jot down the stories in my mind. But time flies and my age is flying too. There are too many things to remember nowadays and I can’t bear the thought of losing them, not even a single one. Hence, by leaving them here, at least I can refer back to my stories, my thoughts and my dreams. Who knows I will lost my memory or getting Alzheimer and here will surely be the place for me to search back myself. I guess is the end of my first introduction. Tata…

p/s : After reviewing others' blog spot, wow…they are awesome!!! But I will be better in future. Trust me!!!