如果没有你...

昨天终于考完试，这意味着我们上课的日子已结束了。这两个学期发生了很多前所未有的,总是要有心理准备接受一些unexpected的事情，这次可说是读书读到有汗又有泪。虽然我在这里可算是少数民族，其他友族同学所给于的对待以及照顾令我在进大学前的assumption有了巨大的改变。至少他们并没有排斥我们，至少在一起进行活动时，他们还有顾虑到我，至少当我翘课，没有去运动练习时，还有人帮我代签出席表，至少当我获知practical时我即将住在宿舍，我宁愿和他们一起share房也不愿与其他外国留学生共住。You can say I am stereotype. In fact, I am!!! 而对于我们这仅有的八个同样品种的,你们的存在也是绝对的重要。尤其是和我same channel的你，至少在我还未把话说完，你就get到我的message。至少当我在唱“如果没有你..." 你总是会接下去“日子怎么过...”还有另一个一起陪我吃饭，上课，做功课，哈哈大笑，生病时载我去看医生的你，在实习时要坚强噢！！！ 还有另一个常在yahoomail听我诉苦的你...我要谢谢你们，thanks for everything especially those who lighten up my days. I know I am grumpy, thanks a lot for listening. Hopefully during practical, we still have time or manage to gather together and gossip around. Hahaha...of course gossiping while doing our action research. No matter how far we are, there is something that keeping us together. FACEBOOK!!! So please update your facebook regularly.

Ms Jalan Reko

Well, we are having our final exam on next Monday but everyone seems not having the mood to study. We did get to know the school where we will be sent for our practical. Though I am the only Chinese to the school I am going to but it is nearby my uni. At least I need not to worry regarding accomodation but deep in my heart I am still worrying. Beh tahan myself who is always thinking a lot. What to think??? I dont know....I just like to think about anything and everything. Its very tiring. To all my DPLI coursemates, we will make it...after going through all this, nothing can stop us or bring us down. Jia you :)

LupDub…LupDub…LupDub…

今天一大早起身竟然听到哗啦啦啦的声音，心情突然变好了起来，多么想念的雨声。据说炎热的天气会持续至九月，好痛苦哦！！！我的人生最讨厌的两位死对头∶运动和炎热的天气都给我在国大遇上！！！我还要面对它们好一段时间，幸福是不可以勉强的，它们令我不快乐也不幸福…怪不得每次从家里回来宿舍，我都有种想逃的感觉…就像一首老歌的歌词那样∶my heart goes run away…run run run run run away…对，就是那颗心想逃。逃去哪里都好。想逃的一颗心，你可以收留它吗？？？

藕断丝连

前世我们所欠的债一定要今世还吗？为什么上一世的事情不能在以前就做个了结？对一个人的在乎是否也是前世欠他的？对一个人的思念是否也是前世欠他的？对一个人的种种关怀是否也是前世欠他的？对一个人的着急是否也是前世欠他的？要是如此的话，我希望今世还你的比欠你的更多，这样子，我们才可以生生世世地相欠，可以吗？若可以的话，生生世世要我欠你也是无所谓，这样我才可以永远都在还你，永远永远。。。

好久好久

其实最近都有在写着另一个部落格，只是那是为了呈交功课而写的部落，感觉与心情当然是不一样了。我是多么多么的不愿意，多么多么地需要勇气，多么多么地不能靠感觉去写上一篇篇的文章，一篇篇所谓的看法。。。从第二学期开始，仿佛在过着行尸走肉的生活，凡事都那么的无所谓，凡事都提不起劲，灵魂不见了。。。不能。。。不能再这样下去，明天一定要振作，这样日子才能过得更快。。。这不是我想要的吗？？？还有大约一千天，很快会过去的。。。很快。。。很快。。。

原来你也在这里！！！

刚才读书读到就快想吐时，我就在google打上自己的名字, Lim Siew Yee。果然，没太大的发现。然后，我就随手把妹妹的名字也给报上去。尽然给我发现到他有写部落格的习惯耶！里面有好多看起来好好吃的食物。。。那还是她本人亲手下厨的！！！哦。。。身为大姐的我真感到惭愧，二十五年以来，我最常煮的东西竟然是快熟面！！！哎哟，没办法啦，谁叫我有个二十四孝妈咪，从来她就只会把我喂得饱饱。。。即使妈妈不在家，小妹也会包办我的meals！！！也许，有朝一日我被教育局抛到远远教书时，我就只好自己下厨了。。。到时，我就要吃草啰。。。所以，要是你在路边看到一位女生在吃草的话，不用犹豫，那绝对是我！！！

2020宏愿

那天和小妹聊起与大妹明年旅行的计划，我就顺口邀她一块儿去，谁知，她尽然答我说要筹钱为未来的婚礼做好准备。我当场傻掉！！！这是人说的话吗？？？我真的是不明白。。。才十九岁的小丫头竟然有此念头。。。我该说什么？？？要说她有远见还是胸无大志？？？唉，伤脑筋。。。小妹还说那是她的二零二零宏愿呢！！！把自己嫁出去！！！也许是因为从小妈妈只希望在家排行最小的她平平凡凡地成长吧。。。印象中，真的是想不起大家何时对她有任何的期望。。。或许就因为酱，她对自己人生的期待也是一般的平凡。教育的背景真的是很重要，以后，我要如何教导我儿呢？？？自足常乐？？？平凡无奇？？？力争上游？？？鹤立鸡群？？？呵呵。。。天晓得。。。

不对！！！不对！！！

终于可以用华文字来写了！！！ 耶。。。前两个星期为了让讲师阅读我们的部落格，我们需要用一些他明白的言语。这并不是什么坏事，只是有时候很难用英文来解说华语的用词。比方说，“幸福”和“快乐”，在英文都是称为happiness。可是它们是不同的！！！“失落”和“失望”也辩不清。。。它们都是disappointed的合体。可是，它们一样吗？更可悲的是一些词根本就找不到相对的字眼。惆帐要如何explain??? 含蓄又如何elaborate??? 也许是我词穷吧。。。又或许是我的英文和华语都不够“劲”，所以才搞到这个地步。。。哈哈哈

Sweet Dream??? Nightmare???

Today is the ninth week of my first semester. I will be having my final exam after the 12th week . Nightmare...Oh, can't imagine it...I sat for my last paper for finals roughly a year and a half ago. I still remembered, it was Dr Amir's paper regarding on genetics. Everyone was very tension that day. The subject is quite tough and I believed all of us were burning the midnight oil as we hardly had the time to study during our third year( believe it or not??? haha... ). Oh...I will be undergoing the same process again and I wouldn't be having any study weeks for my Diploma in Education. What will it be??? Tell you later...Hope that I will dream of the final's questions and answer as well for the coming weeks.

Let it be...

As I am getting older, I realized that the existing of problems is like a never ending story in the cycle of life. When the current problem is solved, there will be coming problems which seek for solutions. Therefore, I need to learn how to take things easy. Saying it out is quite simple but applying it in true circumstances is a tough job indeed.

To my dearest Siew Yee, gambate…you will overcome it when time passes…

Heaven

Recently, I read a news regarding on a man in Taiwan aged 38 who pretended to rob a motel. He hoped to be caught by the authorities. Well, he was jobless for nearly 6 months, he depends on his saving and family to keep life moving. On last Sunday, he finally crumbled when he only left RM40+ in his pocket. Hence, he decided to be a robber, hoping that police would send him to jail. He committed crime just because he thought that free meals would be provided during the days behind bars which temporarily solve the problems that he is currently facing. It is really sad to read such cases where people are struggling to overcome their financial problems. As for me, I am always looking forward to visit places that I never been, buying stuff regardless knowing the meaning of needing them, walk in restaurants without considering the price…Oh, I am in heaven and I only realized it now…truly hope that tomorrow will be a better day for everyone :)

Huh???

Yesterday when I pressed on the “@” key on my keyboard, it turned out to be a quotation mark. My mind was blank. I was like “Huh??? How come??? What happen???” It was strange to me as I never met such situation before. After that, only I realized that when I pressed on the quotation key, it transformed into “@” instead!!! Strange…weird…Hence, I brought up the matter during class. My coursemates told me that my notebook might undergone some kind of short circuit and it would soon returned to normal. Well, I truly hope so. Keep your fingers crossed. Hope that everything will be as usual soon.

Ave Maria

Two of my friends are getting married next year. Firstly, I would like to congratulate them. It’s wonderful to hear that. When I told my mom about the news, she urged me to find someone too, she even asked me not to be too fussy. It isn’t difficult to find a boyfriend for the sake of having someone by your side. But what is the point of having someone that you don’t even feel like sharing anything with him? What is the point of having someone just because of having dinners and movies together? I can do that by myself. I am not choosy…is just that I belum ada rezeki kot…I will meet the prince charming of mine someday but before that I will surely spice up my life even though I am alone now. At the end of the day, we will be alone too. No one can stay with us forever. They will leave us sooner or later. Hence, we need to adapt ourselves to be alone. No matter what will it be in the future, hopefully I will live my life and I will:)

Muack Muack Muack

What is the best way to show our love to someone we really care and love? Some people may think that by saying it out loudly is the greatest way to express the feeling. This is because we really need to get our guts out to say so!!! But girls like to think beyond; sometimes they may ask “How do I know that you really love me?” “How do I know that you are not telling lies?” “You love me? Prove it!” Hence, in my opinion, the best way to show our love is by kissing the one we really appreciate and love. If you haven’t done that to your partner for decades, please give them a big hug and muackkk!!!

!@#$%^&*

Last time, I was really fed up with the dial-up connection at home. I believe most of you had experienced it!!! It takes hours to load a page. But now I do miss it very much indeed. As technology is well advanced, wifi is getting popular in Malaysia. The residential area that I am staying now does provide the kind of service. Unfortunately, it is unstable. The signal is weak during peak period. Sometimes we can’t even access to the internet. I feel frustrated whenever this happen. It happens often!!! How am I going to complete my assignments? How am I going to check my mails? Downloading songs and uploading photos are missions impossible whenever the signal is weak. Sometimes the site couldn’t even be displayed even though the signal strength is in good condition. At least I still get something throughout the dial up connection. The wireless connection really pissed me off!!!

Bzzzzzzzzz.........

Today, everyone is busy with their blog in our Science and Technology tutorial class. All of us are busy finding suitable gadgets for our sites. Everyone is adding everyone!!! Hahaha...Though all of us is tied with assignments and tasks but we still enjoy our time together. Sometimes I am in dilemma, I really hope that time can fly through this year...on the other hand, I know I will miss the days in DPLI...the time we laugh and cry together...well, thats life...

PERMATApintar UKM

Today I was assigned to be one of the usher for the program Permata Pintar. This program aims to search for gifted children from the age of 9 to 15 in Malaysia. Today is the launching of it. Students from selected schools sat for the IQ screening test in UKM while students from all over Malaysia can sit the test too. All they need to do is to log in www.permatapintar.com to sit for the online test. Students who are selected from the first round will go through second and third screening stages. Only 300 students will be selected to undergo a holiday camp in December. They will be exposed to a new learning environment which is quite different from the normal school life. The table above shows the topics which will be learnt by the selected students.

You are my sunshine...

Yesterday, my friend picked me up at 4.30pm and we went to The Curve. Firstly, I was just window shopping. I haven't receive my allowance yet, so I think I might just look around...Unfortunately, I couldn't resist those fancy stuff!!! There were so many things that I would like to grab...Its hard to describe in words regarding the joy when you buy something you really like...Shopping is the motivation of my life. I think it will shine throughout the rest of my life...I love to stand in front of the mirror, trying the stuff that I bought and turning around and around. I enjoyed it very much. Hahaha... These are the things that I bought yesterday. Everyone should give me a big clap...I did control myself from getting a pair of shoes...Bravo Siew Yee!!!

Assessment---Part 2

Finally I managed to upload the photos I took during our journey to the Puduraya school that I mentioned on Wednesday. The photo above is the morning scene in Petaling Street. We arrived around 9am. We were heading to the school. Can you see the girl with the green bag? That is Cat, my group member. The one who carried a red bag behind is Wan Heng.

As you can see, Petaling Street is full of flowers.

Our destination---SMJK Confucian

Students are having their PE class.

Wan Heng led the way to the school. We went there through short cuts. Quite scary...

Just imagine...you need to pass through all this every morning just to reach your school.

Since we were in Petaling Street, we surely couldn't miss the food...That's me...in baju kurung..eating at the roadside stall after accomplishing our task...nyam nyam:)

Again and again...

As usual, today I woke up with an unwilling heart at 8a.m. . As normal. the first thing I did was to brush my teeth. At the moment I locked my door, I realised that I left my keys inside my room. I was panic. My roomate just went out to class. All could I think of was how am I going to attend my class at 9a.m ??? With my pyjamas and tootbrush??? No way...Luckily I met someone who was helpful at that critical moment. I saw my floormate who is also my roomate's coursemate. They go to class together. I rushed to her and finally I met my roomate and got her keys. This is the second time in the week that I forgot to bring my keys out. I really hope that somedays I would just need to open my door by scanning my thumb. We practised that durinng my days when I was pursuing my degree. We need to scan our thumb before getting into our thesis lab. Hopefully this scenario will be normal in Malaysia soon.

Coincidence

Recently, my coursemate asked me a question which makes me stopped and think. She asked me whether my favourite colour is green. Well, I always thought that my favourite colours are white and black. As I observed back the things I owned, I have a pair of green sandals, a green in colour backpack, green hairclips, two pairs of sport shoes in green, a green in colour handbag, two pairs of baju kurung are in green, green shirts, green skirts…even my blog is in green…Oh my god!!! They are all in green!!! What a coincidence!!! Hmmm…there must be a reason…

Below is some information that I found through the internet regarding people who like the colour of green.

People who like green are outgoing and they're also lazy. They prefer to spend time with people. They like to sit around and drink coffee and talk. They can be very talkative.


Green
The various shades of green are the joyous colours of nature.
Green is the invigorating touch, especially for those suffering from mental fatigue.
Green represents jealousy in its negative aspect, with darker shades tending to be extremely depressing.
While yellow-green stimulates generous feelings, spring green heralds new life. ‘


GREEN (MERCURY): Adaptable to circumstances. Both sentimental and sympathetic. Fond of companionship and inclined to take life easy. If beset by failure they try to wallow in self-sympathy and put the blame on others. EMERALD (Modifying shade of Green): This strong green raises adaptability to the status of adventure. Emerald-lovers make the most of the opportunities coming in their way.OLIVE (Modifying shade of green): A weak colour representing a person who shirks responsibilities and tries to find excuses. Lovers of this hue need lot of cajoling, encouragement and support to goad them into action.

It seems interesting to find out the characteristics of a person who prefer green in colour. Whether it is true or not, I let others decide it. I have no comment.

Early Bird

Today I woke up at 6.45am. Why??? This is because my group members and I had to meet Madam Shiao regarding our assignment for Assessment in Education. She is teaching in a school at Puduraya and we promised to meet her up around 10am. Thats why I was an early bird today. The journey was fun. I got the opportunity to pass by Petaling Street. Petaling Street...oh...it makes me think of the days when my friends and I rush for tuition classes during our life in form 6. I took quite a number of photo through my cellular phone regarding the morning scene of Petaling Street. Unfortunately, I can't upload them here. I tried using the bluetooth connection but I failed. How come??? Can anyone tell me the reason. Well, I'll try again later...Hopefully everything goes on smoothly.

Assignment in Blogspot

Today we were assigned to blog for two weeks during our Science and Technology tutorial class. As I had created an account decades ago, I decided to continue using it to accomplish my task. Unfortunately, I forgot my password and my email address. I am just 25 years old but I keep on forgetting things. Sometimes, I really hope that we can choose memories that we want to remember and those we intend to forget. There are things that I precious so much but at the same time I do really hope that I will forget about it. Memories are treasure, memories are burden too.