原来你也在这里！！！

刚才读书读到就快想吐时，我就在google打上自己的名字, Lim Siew Yee。果然，没太大的发现。然后，我就随手把妹妹的名字也给报上去。尽然给我发现到他有写部落格的习惯耶！里面有好多看起来好好吃的食物。。。那还是她本人亲手下厨的！！！哦。。。身为大姐的我真感到惭愧，二十五年以来，我最常煮的东西竟然是快熟面！！！哎哟，没办法啦，谁叫我有个二十四孝妈咪，从来她就只会把我喂得饱饱。。。即使妈妈不在家，小妹也会包办我的meals！！！也许，有朝一日我被教育局抛到远远教书时，我就只好自己下厨了。。。到时，我就要吃草啰。。。所以，要是你在路边看到一位女生在吃草的话，不用犹豫，那绝对是我！！！

2020宏愿

那天和小妹聊起与大妹明年旅行的计划，我就顺口邀她一块儿去，谁知，她尽然答我说要筹钱为未来的婚礼做好准备。我当场傻掉！！！这是人说的话吗？？？我真的是不明白。。。才十九岁的小丫头竟然有此念头。。。我该说什么？？？要说她有远见还是胸无大志？？？唉，伤脑筋。。。小妹还说那是她的二零二零宏愿呢！！！把自己嫁出去！！！也许是因为从小妈妈只希望在家排行最小的她平平凡凡地成长吧。。。印象中，真的是想不起大家何时对她有任何的期望。。。或许就因为酱，她对自己人生的期待也是一般的平凡。教育的背景真的是很重要，以后，我要如何教导我儿呢？？？自足常乐？？？平凡无奇？？？力争上游？？？鹤立鸡群？？？呵呵。。。天晓得。。。

不对！！！不对！！！

终于可以用华文字来写了！！！ 耶。。。前两个星期为了让讲师阅读我们的部落格，我们需要用一些他明白的言语。这并不是什么坏事，只是有时候很难用英文来解说华语的用词。比方说，“幸福”和“快乐”，在英文都是称为happiness。可是它们是不同的！！！“失落”和“失望”也辩不清。。。它们都是disappointed的合体。可是，它们一样吗？更可悲的是一些词根本就找不到相对的字眼。惆帐要如何explain??? 含蓄又如何elaborate??? 也许是我词穷吧。。。又或许是我的英文和华语都不够“劲”，所以才搞到这个地步。。。哈哈哈

Sweet Dream??? Nightmare???

Today is the ninth week of my first semester. I will be having my final exam after the 12th week . Nightmare...Oh, can't imagine it...I sat for my last paper for finals roughly a year and a half ago. I still remembered, it was Dr Amir's paper regarding on genetics. Everyone was very tension that day. The subject is quite tough and I believed all of us were burning the midnight oil as we hardly had the time to study during our third year( believe it or not??? haha... ). Oh...I will be undergoing the same process again and I wouldn't be having any study weeks for my Diploma in Education. What will it be??? Tell you later...Hope that I will dream of the final's questions and answer as well for the coming weeks.

Let it be...

As I am getting older, I realized that the existing of problems is like a never ending story in the cycle of life. When the current problem is solved, there will be coming problems which seek for solutions. Therefore, I need to learn how to take things easy. Saying it out is quite simple but applying it in true circumstances is a tough job indeed.

To my dearest Siew Yee, gambate…you will overcome it when time passes…

Heaven

Recently, I read a news regarding on a man in Taiwan aged 38 who pretended to rob a motel. He hoped to be caught by the authorities. Well, he was jobless for nearly 6 months, he depends on his saving and family to keep life moving. On last Sunday, he finally crumbled when he only left RM40+ in his pocket. Hence, he decided to be a robber, hoping that police would send him to jail. He committed crime just because he thought that free meals would be provided during the days behind bars which temporarily solve the problems that he is currently facing. It is really sad to read such cases where people are struggling to overcome their financial problems. As for me, I am always looking forward to visit places that I never been, buying stuff regardless knowing the meaning of needing them, walk in restaurants without considering the price…Oh, I am in heaven and I only realized it now…truly hope that tomorrow will be a better day for everyone :)

Huh???

Yesterday when I pressed on the “@” key on my keyboard, it turned out to be a quotation mark. My mind was blank. I was like “Huh??? How come??? What happen???” It was strange to me as I never met such situation before. After that, only I realized that when I pressed on the quotation key, it transformed into “@” instead!!! Strange…weird…Hence, I brought up the matter during class. My coursemates told me that my notebook might undergone some kind of short circuit and it would soon returned to normal. Well, I truly hope so. Keep your fingers crossed. Hope that everything will be as usual soon.